becopolis

It has recently occurred to me that I may not be the best friend, best girlfriend, best sister, best daughter, best person. But I hope that my friends, boyfriend, siblings and parents know that I try.

I just learnt how to check Tumblr messages haha

Every time I know I have to leave I feel like entering the Hunger Games Arena. Like nobody could possibly understand, protect or portray me in the way you know. I need you as my safe guard, lover and best friend. It upsets me when I think of past me doing all sorts of crazy bitchy shit that ultimately could have destroyed us. But when I look at us now I see how vital we have become to one another it terrifies me to think of myself without you, growing in love and life as we have. I know I’ve been shit and hurt you time and time again, but I am more than willing to spend the rest of my life making it up to you. The world has become the single most hated place for me o be, if I don’t have you to face it with.

do you ever feel like people don’t like you as much as you like them

do you ever feel like people don’t like you as much as you like them

“He tilts his forehead down to rest on mine and pulls me closer. His skin, his whole being, radiates heat from being so near the fire, and I close my eyes, soaking in his warmth.”